Depressed highly

by Ramya Eswari
(Chennai,Tamilnadu,India)

Hi, i m highly depressed...everyone around me are far from me n i feel living in this world is totally waste...
everything r failure cases.. wat ever i wish to do r not heard by my parents n am doing watever they wish.. i dont like to go to job ..i love to do higher studies..but my parents need me to go to work..they need me to earn money n fame but not my mental satisfaction. i m unable to explain this to them... feel afraid too.. they mistake me often n speaks me harshly with bad names...am mentally OUT.. am a person who is dead mentally n roaming physically..