finally i know i am sufferring from depression

by kiran
(Glasgow)

I have been suffering from depression since 2006, there are so many reasons behind it.
One unpleasant event after another and I couldn’t control my self from not going through it. At the beginning I thought that I just stressed with too many things then I started to have panic attack. It is so wired that I had never experienced panic attack before. It happened first time in 2006 and since then I have been having it. My family and friend saw a major change in my behaviour and personality. I have been rude towards them or often very quiet. I used to be very charming and active, but now I do not feel like talking to any one, don’t feel like getting up and look forward to the day a head. Feel tired and sad. I don’t take interest in things I used to love. I am doing masters in architecture and I know how much I wanted to study it but now I don’t feel passionate about it. I still love it and want to give my 100% but there is something which holds me back. I don’t feel like doing anything and I am worried of losing everything I have worked so hard. I have seen few programmes on youtube about depression and now I can clearly tell that I am a victim. I need help so I can have my life back. There is so much I want to do in life but I feel that time is flying and its leaving me behind. I don’t know if I can cure it myself or I should seek advice and help from professional.