i admire your courage at making it this far.. I have also suffered from depression for as long as i can remember. What helps me at times is when i realize, truly realize, that the help and motivation needs to come from within. people may try to help, but noone can understand what another person is truly going through. We all seek happiness when we should be creating it.Hang in there with god and your family. one day at a time, that's all there can be.
