i wanna die

by Amanda
(United States)

i think about cutting my body and burning it and hurting myself in any way all day long. at night, i have nightmares, so real and bloody. im scared. i want help though , i want to live but at the same time i wanna die. i cant erase memories that id wish to go back and do differently or even kill myself then. im addicted to cutting. i feel like i have to cut and now im running out of room on my skin. please help me

ANSWER: Amanda, there is hope! You are worth it! Please connect with a counselor here...