im depressed because my boyfriend died
by roseliza reyes
(manila philippines)
1. Think of the top 3 people you see most often during the week. Are they positive people or pessimistic people? Do they give you a glimpse of hope and joy or do they squash it all?
-the mother of my boyfriend(always crying and sad.)
-my friend who always makes me laugh
-my niece(always fight me)
2. Where do you want to see yourself after being depression free? What do you want to be doing with your life?
-i wanna go far far away from my home, but my parents doesnt allow me.
-i wanna walk beside the seashore with my boyfriend
-i wanna see god now.
3. As you think about your depression, what do you think it may be teaching you about yourself?
-free from pain.
-free from harm.
-and be happy.
4. What or who makes you angry?
-professors and people that misinterpret me.
5. What or who makes you sad?
-my boyfriend just died ,seeing his picture and remembering him makes me sad. as well as my parents who doesnt care about me..
6. What or who brings you joy?
-my boyfriend.
ANSWER:
Roseliza, thanks for sharing. I hear your pain.
I had a friend lose her new husband of one year. He and I worked together and that's how I met her. Rosanna is her name and she has courageously ventured on still bearing the pain of losing her lifemate. Her blog is found at...
http://asijourneyhome.blogspot.comPerhaps her writings may bring you hope and joy as she is gradually finding renewed hope and joy...
Her blog she did up with her husband before he died in a car accident can be found here...
http://nathanandrosanna.blogspot.com/There is hope!
- Merri Ellen