I think I understand what you are going through, I think I make the bad things in my life but I think that if we feel the way, something is wrong. the only things the make me happy are my kids and my prayer group. Im married but most of the time that makes me more dreppresed than happy. I really hope we find some help and star looking at life with a different prospective life is beautifull we just need to learn how to live in it. I pray and I hope you find the light at the end of the path. GOD BLESS YOU.
