im under so much strain

by chloe
(Qld)

i have deppression they have diagnosed me with it im only 14 and a couple of months and i have anxiety depression post traumatic stress disorder and i have a over whelming chance of getting bi polar i dont want to feel like this and no matter how much they or i do i cant stop self-harming im scared im going to kill myself and i really dont want to die but i dont want to live i have lose 90 percent of my friend and feel the only people who care for me are my dogs i just want someone else's thought of what i could do to prevent my self from feeling this way help chloe 14 qld