The depths of hell.

by Phil

I was 30 years old when this monster hit me and it hit me hard. I fought it for 18 months without sleeping much and watching it destroy me and and family. I finally accepted medicinal help and it became tolerable and for the most part better. I still wanted to know why it was happening plus my manhood was having a hard time accepting this crippling thing I could not control. Now after 18 years fighting this on and off and consistantly checking my emotional pulse, searching for contentment and happiness I need to seek a better way and hopefully a cure. It has made me avoid things we all must do even though they are not pleasurable as I would rather do something more enjoyable and then it finally catches up and makes the symtoms stronger an thus another bad period. I will and must push myself and try this program and return to so called inner peace and normality.

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Jun 26, 2010
Try, try and try
by: Anonymous

In depression we cannot do anything other than fighting with it with right tools and with proper understating. Hope is always with us and we can only do onething and that is Try, try and try and one day we will get out of it. Wish you all the best for this new program...!!!

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