where has my happiness gone.

by Lorelle
(Bribie Island, Queensland, Australia)

Hi, im new to all this and about two weeks ago, i could hardly get out of bed, and when i did all i could do is cry with no energy and feel lost and my mind felt out of control, i couldnt and still cant control my throughts. the second day after reading your work and trying some Hurbs "St Johns Ward" and stated to try and walk or ride my bike for at least 15min a day 5 days a week, i have very slowly staring to feel better. i still have now energy and want to sleep all the time. the other week i had a surprise party for my partner(which works away a lot)and was feeling happy to see my old friends, but when they got here, i found it so hard to even smile never loan laugh. i'm only 33 with two boys % & 10yo. i had a car accident almost a year ago. Before this accident i was a positive out going girl with too much energy. i feel i have lost my self and it's hard cause i have no family or friends than i can relay on. i am trying to follow your step and it has given me hope. i wish so much to feel happy again and to stop crying. i want my soul back and like you say to start thinking positive. i thank you so much for being here for us in need and will try to keep you up to date.
P.s. i wish you you out there and my self all the luck in the world, cause this is the hardest thing i have ever gone through.

kiss kiss.
Lorelle


ANSWER:

Lorelle, thanks for sharing my new friend! I'm so glad you found us. Keep digging and you'll get there! Enjoy the research and the community here. :)

There is hope! You are worth it!

Blessings,

Merri Ellen