don't want to live
I wake up in the morning and wish I was dead. I finally drag myself up and then don't have enough time in the day other than make meals and clean. I am suffering with chronic pain and other circulatory problems so I can't work. I don't like being alone in the house but cannot make friends. This has been going on for years.
I'm so glad you came across this site! Enjoy the e-course - and take into action the research. I hope you can join the club of former depression sufferers!
There is hope! You are worth it!