Resolving

by Pam Borum
(Oklahoma)

and I got a cat

I'm not an expert, I am just a 58yr old implementing these steps into my life. I am now wanting to live. This does not mean I am cured, but I am on step four and have already resolved one major issue.

My depression was making me depressed. I didn't think I was worthy of taking this time to resolve the feelings of hurt, anger, resentment, guilt and sadness.

This has lightened my load tremendously, but I am not cured and don't plan on being until I can get the other issues resolved all the way to forgiveness.

I forgave myself today for being depressed.

Now I can continue to look into the darkness and believe I can climb out with a better understanding and less pain than I have had in the past. I don't fear the darkness and see the reasons I have to go within. I am worth the time, money, isolation, and heart to heart talks with others who will listen.

You are worth it too!

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Aug 21, 2015
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thank you
by: Paula S. Sidhu

Your article has become my salvation! I didn`t knew what to do, but then i found your post and everything became on their places. Thank you so much for such a wonderful ideas.

Jul 07, 2015
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To those offering kind words
by: Pam

Thank you for your kind comments. I never thought of myself as a writer, blogger, or an expert at anything except on what I do for a living.

This post was written in a deep and dark depression. I am happy to report, I am not nearly as depressed as I was when this was written, and I did it without the help of antidepressants.

This is not to say I am cured or not cured. When I found this sight, I worked the steps faithfully, and researched other helpful sites. I learned about a "pray rain" journal and for weeks I listed everything "I am". Within a few weeks, changes started to happen. Within one month, I moved to a new place and started a job, one of a handful I was offered.

I believe we all deal with depression at some point in our life (if we are lucky), and I know my depression taught me more about myself than my previous 50 years. I am proud I found this site, pulled myself out of the abyss and continue to be myself without fear of what other people think or do.

I am a productive human being now. I came a long way from not being able to get out of bed. What a difference a couple of years can make.

Thanks again,
Pam

Jul 07, 2015
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Jul 07, 2015
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Jun 23, 2015
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Apr 22, 2013
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You are worth it!
by: Kathy G

The work is hard but you are worth it. Enjoy your cat. : )

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