by Pam Borum
and I got a cat
I'm not an expert, I am just a 58yr old implementing these steps into my life. I am now wanting to live. This does not mean I am cured, but I am on step four and have already resolved one major issue.
My depression was making me depressed. I didn't think I was worthy of taking this time to resolve the feelings of hurt, anger, resentment, guilt and sadness.
This has lightened my load tremendously, but I am not cured and don't plan on being until I can get the other issues resolved all the way to forgiveness.
I forgave myself today for being depressed.
Now I can continue to look into the darkness and believe I can climb out with a better understanding and less pain than I have had in the past. I don't fear the darkness and see the reasons I have to go within. I am worth the time, money, isolation, and heart to heart talks with others who will listen.
You are worth it too!