I take a look at my life I'm very lucky I have three adopted childern and a supportive husband. So what's my problem. The only reason I would not check out of this world is because I don't want to cause pain to my family. I cry all the time I think I can't wake up and do this another day. What kind of person does this? I am very ungrateful. I have friends that say you can talk to me anytime you want I'll listen. I don't want to talk, I just want it to end. I use to be so much fun, I have to make such an effort that it causes so much stress. My son has ODD, ADHD, and Abandonment disorder and I feel that I am no help to him. I feel I am making it worse. I have a great family, extended and in my home what is my problem? I just hate the whole thought of living. I could never tell anyone this in detail, what kind of mother and wife would feel like this. How can this be what life has for me?
Thanks for sharing. I know exactly what you're experiencing.
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